lunes, 4 de junio de 2018

Memorie

Hello my little cupcakes!
Well, as someone of you know, I'm not a really fan of using facebook, I mean, when I was younger I was obsess with it. But times changes.
The point is that I was looking in my page, just for boredom, and then I found this picture. An old one, from 2015, the last year of school.
I love it, because I'm there with one of my friends of that time (luckily, I'm still in contact with her), is was a funny time, the last month of school, so we just go and have fun around, taking pictures of us and the place (like this one).
I never say this, but school was an awful place for me, when I was younger I never fit with the kids in my classroom, for the rest i was a boring freak, the pariah who didn't like what they did. I was bullied (I don't know if i can say "luck" at this, but at leats they just insult me), I was taller than the rest of boys and girls, and fatter to, so I wasn't the most pretty for the boys and they make me rembember it indirectly.
So, as you can see, school was a nightmare, i hate it to the point that I didn't care of my grades and my well-being, I just didn't want to do school anymore. What help me to keep going was my family (specially my mom) and my friends, who where as freak as me, so thanks to them i didn't feel so alone and abandon in school. The girl with the white kerchief in all her face was one of them, I have a lot of disagrement withe her, but in the end, she is a great girl.
In the end, this photo make me rembember the feeling of freadom and friendship.The end of something horrible and the start of something great.
I want to tell you this, my little cupcakes, in life we have to endure terrible times, we will feel like is simposible, that we don't want to suffer anymore, to live anymore. But please, believe me, you can survive, you can make everything posible, you can laugh in life's face and say "Fuck you". You can fight and make everything better if you want to.
Bye-bye, my little cupcakes, and keep fighting!

1 comentario:

  1. I was bullied too...but in the end it doesn't matter xD life is good anyway

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